child, this is heartbreaking...but you have a good head on your shoulders. keep it up. you will get through this...things seem so black and white right now...and that is the best song lyric. and sing it loud and proud. "what ever makes you stronger" There are good people out there, you are a precious child and i hope u find your peace out there in the world. i guarantee it will get better. just study and work hard. no excuses. use your pain for gain! reach for the stars. and eff all those mofos who second guessed you! truth from a fostercare reject